he seemed to delight in his own cruelty
the tears verifying his wit
amused by the trusting fool before him
her heart in a puddle at his feet

(don't worry this is not about you, you're not the mascot)

ladies...I have a sweep

AND I bought a TWENTY-TWO x TWENTY-EIGHT inch canvas!!
it's just sitting on my table
and i'm scared to death
we're having a stare down
but i'll win
letcha know how it goes ;)

an old man in the grocery store told me I was a beautiful woman and I wanted to hug him
whether he was dirty or senile or has a poor grasp of the english language
lately, I've only been described as tired, sick, bored, or post-call
yeah, that's the best
walk in, just woke up an hour ago, all showered, ready to go, and someone says 'aw man, how was your call last night'
much akin to asking someone if they are pregnant
yeah
which!! by the way, I was just asked last month
granted I was sitting down
but what the hey, man

I think I see my neon sign

Tug can now,
jump up
grab the tops of drawers
and hang on as they slowly slide out
he's nuts

sooo....
----deep breath---
*sigh*
;)

i keep waiting for the 'rough times' to hit
intern year was supposed to be scary/awful/sleepless/no-personal-time
but....it's not
yet (i know, knock on wood)
I'm actually having fun (don't tell my attendings:) and my 'colleagues' are fantabulous (and really smart)
the learning curve is steep steep steep and i don't feel like 3 years is enough time to learn everything i should know!
but i look forward to every day, how many people can say that about their jobs?

parents killed on the scene
had to hold down 18month old while they stuck her repeatedly
she was screaming for her mommy
I felt as if i were participating in torture
i cried on the way home

--sorry these are often depressing, this is just my way to purge the bad parts